The best!!

I believe in you I've been thinking about all the things that you do Your eyes when they stare leaves me weak I like the way you sweep me off my feet Now I can't speak... I breakdown when you're not around. I believe in dreams I've been taking my time to see, If we'll ever meet Baby your eyes when they stare leaves me weak I like the way you sweep me off my feet love I can't speak... I breakdown when you're not around.

interesting song...

"If I Was The One"
I see the way he treats you
I feel the tears you cry
And it makes me sad and it makes me mad
There's nothin' I can do,
babyCuz your lover is my best friend
And I guess that's where the story ends
So I've gotta try to keep it inside
You'll never be, never be mine[1] -

But if I was the one who was loving you, baby
The only tears you'd cry would be tears of joy
And if I was by your side
You'd never know one lonely night
If it was my arms you were running to
I'd give you love in these arms of mine
If I was the one in your life
If I could have just one wish
I'd wish that you were mine
I would hold you near, kiss away those tears
I'd be so good to you, baby
You're the one I want next to me
But I guess that's just not meant to be
He's there in your life, he's sharing your nights
I'll never be, never be, never be right

I want to reach out and feel you beside me, beside me
Right here, right now, right beside me baby, baby
And take you in my arms right now
And scream I love you right out loud
And then someday I'll pray I'll find
I'll find the strength to turn to you and say

If I was the one, if I was the one, the one
If I was the one in your life

The battle agains the salvation of an everlasting relationship with the opposite sex.




interesting.... i frend of mine sent this message during our chat online...

out of boredom 2

1. Name Two Bad Habits You Have:
:: over eating... over sleeping... over everything! im so OA!

2. Name Two Things That You Wish You Had:
:: slim body, and lighter skin..

3. Name two Scents You Love:
:: D&G light blue and Hugo Red

4. Name Two People That Know You the Best:
:: you! and me! ...

5. Name Two Things You'd Never Wear:
:: i'd never wear a T-back!

6. Name Two Things You Are Thinking About Now:
:: should i stay, or should i go home...

7. Name Four Things That You Have Done Today:
::
1. internet
2. talked to mico
3. slept
4. ate FOOD!

8. Name the Last Four Things You Have Bought:
:: BEER! candy, pulutan, 2 pcs of Chicken in KFC

9. Name Four Bands/Vocals/Groups:
:: incubus, korn, urbandub... of course my mico! hehe

10. Name three Drinks You Regularly Drink:
:: water, coffee, and alcohol!

11. First Grade Teacher Name?
:: Mrs. nuqui... [or should that be mrs nookie?] St. Mary's
Meycauayan

12. Last Words You Said:
:: Fuck!

13. Last Song You Sang?
: nice to know you... -incubus

14. Last Person You Hugged?
:: michael

15. Last Thing You Laughed At?
:: michael, with his groovy jokes... harhar!!

16. Last Time You Said 'I Love You' And Meant It?
:: last last night... Feb 7.. around 3am..

17. Last Time You Cried?:
:: January 28, night

18. What's In Your CD Player?
:: morning view sessions.. incubus [again.. they're my fad for the moment..]

19. What Color Socks Are You Wearin?
:: branded black socks

20. What's Under Your Bed?
:: my mp3 player

21. What Time Did You Wake Up Today?
:: 800am

22. Current Passion?
:: thinking of mico or michael..

23. Current Hair?
:: long, pony tailed hair. black. layered.

24. Current Clothes?
:: white oversized T-shirt. and a cargo shorts.

25. Current Annoyance?
:: that guy named... L.O.

26. Current Longing?
:: i long for something to eat that i cant name..

27. Current Desktop Picture?
:: Windows Default

28. Current Worry?
:: am i going to work this week?

29. Current Hate?
:: i hate being a bummer!

30. Favorite Physical Feature Of Opposite Sex?
:: i like those slim but muscled arms.. and a good
and appealing eyes. long straight hair..

out of boredom

WHAT DO YOU LiKE DOiNG WHEN YOU'RE DEPRESSED?
> lsiten to music, write and hurt myself
WHAT DO YOU WANT TO NAME YOUR FUTURE CHILD?
> when i was a child, i would like to name my baby "myracle".
WHAT MAKES YOU NERVOUS?
> having a serious conversation where im not sure where do i stand...
WHAT MAKES YOU CRY?
> humiliation... emo things
WHAT DO YOU THINK OF HOMOSEXUAL MARRIAGES?
>its olryt, its okay... i think God can explain
WHAT DO YOU THINK OF ABORTION?
> depends on..
WHAT'S ONE THING YOU LOVE ABOUT YOUR COUNTRY?
> people..
DESCRIBE YOUR MOM
> my mom? unpredictable
MOST MEANINGFUL THING SAID TO YOU?
> i need you... help me...
NUMBER OF OVERNIGHTS YOU'VE GONE
> countless...
DO YOU LIKE BUYING BRANDED CLOTHES?
> yea...
DO YOU KNOW YOUR BESTFRIEND'S FRIENDSTER PASSWORD?
> used to... but not anymore
DO YOU FOLLOW FASHION TRENDS?
> not really... i like basic clothing..
HAVE YOU EVER RAN AWAY?
> nope... have planned to, but never coward enough to do it.
HAVE YOU EVER INTENTIONALLY IGNORED SOMEONE?
> yes.
HAVE YOU EVER WENT ON A ROMANTIC DATE?
>of course...
HAVE YOU EVER RECEIVED A LOVE LETTER? WHEN WAS THE FIRST TIME?
> yup.. i think whe i was in 5th grade
HAVE YOU EVER WRITTEN A LOVE LETTER? WHEN WAS THE FIRST TIME?
> yes.. a lot of times.. not sure when was the first time
IF YOU COULD SPEND A WEEK ANYWHERE, WHERE YOULL GO?
> sagada... or in boracay..
WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR PAST?
> whatever it is, it makes me a better person
WHERE DO YOU USUALLY GO SHOPPING?
> anywhere... when i see something nice and got the fund, ill get it!

PART 2

Would you drop your last name if you became famous?
- no, my surname alone makes me famous.
Age you wish you were:
- 19?
Lefty / righty / ambidextrous?
- righty..
Piercings?
- used to have in my tongue.. and dreaming of having it again.
Tattoos?
- nah...
Addictions?
- Michael Lumanga..
If you could change one thing about yourself, what would it be?
- my love for food...
What do you like the most about your body?
- my nose.. eyes... everything on my upper part of my body... kinda...
Would or Have You Ever Hurt yourself?When was the last time?
- yes.. several times. last two weeks
Had surgery?
- recently...
Been on stage?
- yah... as a tree in our school play.. hehe [not to mention, we won the first price there] lolz..
Thought about suicide?
- yes,,, not coward enough to do it..
Slept all day?
- YAH baby!!! hahaha!!!
Been betrayed?
- not really..
Met a famous person?
- yeah... champ recently asked me to watch cueshe.. hehe..
Stolen anything?
- yah..
Had a dream that kept coming back?
- hmmm...

PART 3

Right This Moment: What are you worried about?
- my hospital papers...
Are you bored?
- bored as hell... ive been in a vacation for almost a month!
Are you talking to anyone online?
- yes: mico
Are you listening to music?
- yes: wish you were here

im being emotional

I wanna feel this way longer than time

I wanna know your dreams and make them mine

I wanna change the world only for you

All the impossible i wanna do

I wanna hold you close under the rain

I wanna kiss your smile and feel your pain

I know it's beautiful looking at you

You're in a world of lies, you are the truth

And baby, every time you touch me,

I become a heroI'll make you safe no matter where you are

And bring you anything you ask for,

nothing is above me

I'm shining like a candle in the dark

When you tell me that you love me

I wanna make you see just what i want

Show you that lonliness and what it does
You walked into my life to stop my tears

Everything is easy now, I have you here

And baby, every time you touch me,

I become a hero

I'll make you safe no matter where you are

And bring you anything you ask for,

nothing is above me

I'm shining like a candle in the dark

When you tell me that you love me

In a world without you

I will always hunger

All i need is true love to make me stronger
And baby, every time you touch me,

I become a hero

I'll make you safe no matter where you are

And bring you anything you ask for,

nothing is above me

I'm shining like a candle in the dark

When you tell me that you love me

Present time

whew! last night was superb.... mico, me and gracey had a gmik and we drink some beer.. we went to pier one. The taxi driver is sooooo innocent that when we asked him to bring us to pier 1, he thinks that we are actually going to the PEIR.. u know..

we talked, catched up with each other... and had a good time. Eventhough the music killed me.. [the whole stay we had techno/rave music in the background.. what the F--K?!!]

gracey had so many things to say.. about office, faith, her family and everything.. :) most of the time we are listening to her.. its ok though.

by the way, we went to church earlier.. and the service is about Generosity.. you must have to find the "joy of giving", and "privilage of giving" ... hmm thats what is left in my mind. actually that is four level.. and everything went along fine.. kind of participated with the songs.. newaY..

continue with the gmik.. we had 2 pitchers of draft beer, all time sisig, and fried crablets.. sarap! sayang lang di ko natikman ulet ang masarap na halo-halo dun.. ok na rin baka masira nanaman ang tyan ko! eheheh

then after that, around 12am we went home..

mico stayed at the condo.. and the story goes on..

then today..

we woke up around 830am but we actually got out of bed around 1130am. what a bummer?! hehe thats alright.. our vacation is reaching its end and we are taking advantage of it.. [at least thats my thinking...]
we hooked up the pc and got online.. ate lunch.. and watched the amithy ville DVD.. shocks! it was scary! i was screaming my lungs out! hehe anyway. after that we watched nero.. ,mico got bored and we slept after eating pancake for merienda... sarap buhay noh?! :P when we woke up that afternoon, he took a bath and went home..

and thats all for now. ;))



word of the day: GROOVY! (with the hands gesture)

late January

oh well.. ive got some drafts here that i planned to post.. however, the issue is already ressolved so what's the point of posting it at this time... maybe in the future.

anyway, ive got what i need to hear and as i have said, ive gotta have faith in his words to make things not so complicated...