Sunday, May 28, 2006

Dell's first of summer -White Rock, Subic

We had our company outing last saturday May 27, 2006. It was cool! There is a battle of the band.. and it rocks man!!! however the trainee contestant didnt win.. but thats alright.. and a contest for a hawaiian suit is also took place.. over all the experience is good... just not in the mood to be in details... maybe nest time.. hehehe. But here are some fotos...




reminicin..

June 17,2005
KLSP
Kulang lang sa pansin...
these days have been so long. Havent gone home for a week because lacking of money.
Got your sister and niece sick and your aunt drowned in debt. and your best friend no where to be found. A lover drifting away. and a ghost that I made and I cant rid of. your mother denied you and you cant even see your other sister.
i dont know what to think now...



im browsing at my old blog and read this one.... i just realized that I am so messed up and wasted around that time... i am thankful now and it is not the case anymore. Ive been home with mama and my sister for a while.. (though still lacking of money.. hehe) everyone in the family okay. My best friend seem to be contented in his life. my aunt is alright in bulacan.. and the ghost is gone.. and I have a great love of my life!! I couldnt ask for more.. (in this aspect).. I dont have a chance to always say thanks.. so thank God for everything. i adore You..

I adore You, I adore You
there's none that compares to Your majesty,
I adore You, I adore You,
And I stand, in the wonder of Your love.

Monday, May 15, 2006

No more lonely nights

After our hostility for each other, we had a roller coaster week.. I cannot remember it from day one but i will try to remember it from backwards..

today.. may 13, saturday

Mico, didn’t made to work because he’s not feeling well. (we don’t know the real reason behind this.. hehehe) we spent the day together in bulacan and had a very groovy day! we took breakfast, fix the roof and ate our lunch at 5:30pm. he has to go to work tonight so we took the taxi to ortigas and I go straight to the condo.

yesterday.. may 12 friday

I woke up at 8am worrying about my requirement in dell without the money and everything, I cannot do anything.. huhuhuhu! So instead of waiting for him in the pantry till 11am, i went to 44th and try to amuse myself and try to borrow some money. I also thought that gracey would be there, but I learned that shes already in night shift.
Anyway, the salary is already released in the morning so we had the chance to fix my BIR form. We went to BIR pasig to have the 1902 stamped, since my office is located there so i thought they will be the one responsible for that. we arrived there 12pm darn! its lunch time.. i really pity myself that time, and I am shy to mico since I only have 60 pesos on my wallet.. so my movers are really limited... i really need this today so i didnt mind what i felt and go on with the procedure, cautious with mico's gesture. Badtrip! they didnt accept my form for it should be stamoed at Valenzuala. I figured out that i must be because of previouse work.. so we sent to valenzuela... the trip lasted for 1.5 hours. mico is sleeping in any chance that he may have.. in the fx, in the bus... and he paid all the fare thinking that this is for my cause.. i am pathetic! good thing that it only took about 15 minutes for the 1902 to be stamped... and its already 430pm. WE decided to go home to bulacan for him to have enough sleep before going t0 work tomorrow at 1:00am.


Okay, he is sleeping now and i checked his cp again.. im cherishing the pain that i am feeling of the thought that he is still texting her.. take note, with the emphasis on asking where the hell is her training location.. gues lang ng gues! damn! I collected HIS & HER txt and put it on a folder.. (para mas madali kong saktan ung sarili ko? di na ako mag hahanap pa sa inbox...) anyway, I made a note for him for i just cannot confront him about this.. nung naka latag na kami at nag ttxt sya sa sup nya dahil di na sya makakapasok, siguro nadaanan nya sa drafts at nabasa un note ko... niyakap nya ako at tinanong.. sinabi nya sa akin na wala naman ibig sabhin un.. Haaay! ang hirap naman ndi ako makapag salita... shit.

the other day, may 11 thursday

Morning, naglalambing si mico sa akin...we are talking sweet nothings to each other. and he is telling me to take care on my next work.. saying our i love you's.. hugging and kissing in the morning.. (this is really beginning to be our habbit..hehehe) and when he went down to the cr, I got the chance to read his messages in the celphone and found something out. He is texting her x under the name mariposa .. and i have confirmed it when i checked his sim phonebook. (sabi ko na nga ba! kahina hinala yang mariposa na iyan.. unang beses ko lang nakita nag text sa kanya un kinutuban na ako.) so i thought, does he love her still? and I asked him "Mahal mo na ba talaga ako?" to emphasize if he really has forgotten her already...o kung may kashare pa ba ako sa kanya. then after reading this message he hugged me and cried while telling me "rain, mahal na mahal kita! kaya nga ako nag kakaganito eh.." oh my.. nawala ung galit ko eh at naiyak na rin ako and i told him also what i feel for him without mentioning about this mariposa anymore... we cried and give assurance to each other for a while.. we realized that im just transferring job why are we like this? and we laughed...

We watched video ate lunch then we get to sleep again.. slept and get groovy in the afternoon, we took bath and planned to take a sleep again because he has work later. but he cant sleep then i woke up just to eat dinner and we began to prepare to go out... its raining.

the other other day.. may 10 wednesday

After we delivered the invitation, we go home to alabang, we were so tired that we slept in the bus for so long.. then we took a jeep to go back, we had our sleep as soon as the bed is ready... when we wake up in the morning, we went out to buy breakfast, then watched DVD after lunch. went to festival mall to rent cd's afternoon, we ate squid balls, palabok, and goto. We also bought sanja (pakwan), kalamansi and sinigwelas. we watched joan or arc when we got home. We are so full with the snacks we had so didn’t even ate our dinner… hehehe
Nakahiga na kami nung gabi, then si mico niyayakap ako ng mahigpit and saying I love you.. weird. Ano naman kaya nasa isip nya?


the other other other day.. may 9 tuesday

After his shift, we went to national bookstore to buy materials for the invitation. then we go to mama's place to print and do the invitation.. this is a very tiring day.. we did it by 7:00pm we ate dinner before leaving then we delivered it to partas terminal to be way billed. its already 12:00am

may8 monday

We designed the invitation and grooved the day away! then we went to work, i wore the black dress lou ann gave me... we went to metro walk after we log in and ate at yahoo.

may7 sunday

We went to church after his shift then we went home to bulacan..

may6saturday

Nasa condo kami... natulog lang kami mag hapon.. then pumasok nung gabi.

may5 friday

Pumunta pala kami sa agency nya para kumuha nung tax refund nya. Mejo aloof pa sya.. pero pinapansin na nya ako.. pag ka kuha ng refund nag punta kami sa glorietta at kumain ng inihaw na pork chop. then nag tour ako ngaun sa dell. ***ndi sya pumasok nung gabi, buti nalang at wala pala talaga silang pasok ngaun. we watched silent hill but got bored, so we just strolled at baywalk.***

may4 thursday

Pero nung umaga, mejo di maganda nangyari, pag sundo sa akin sa pantry, bigla nalang ako binara bara tapos ko ikwento ang panaginip ko tapos gusto na raw umuwi, tapos di na ako kinausap.

Nung gabi, tnxt ko si mico kung mag sabay kami pumasok.. nung una ang sungit ng text nya pero pumayag naman sya. habang nag lalakad kami sa parking lot sa podium,,, may ka txt sya. hmmm suspicious ung txter nya, mariposa pangalan... malalaman ko rin kung sino sya... ok na sana ung gabi, kaso nakita ni mico na ka chat ko si nel sa ym, then may di magandang comment si nel na nabasa nya.. ayun! galit nanaman sya sa akin.. huhuhu.. ano ba ito? Mag bebreak na kami nung eh, kaya nung bumaba kami, ndi na nya ako kinakausap.. as in dead ma.. tahimik talaga.. nakakailang. Ndi na kami sabay umakyat dahil pinauna na nya ako…

may 3 wednesday

Nag lambing sa akin si mico at maaga ako pinapasok para sabay kami...okay naman un buong gabi…

club dredd


May 4


mico and i had a disagreement on something that is really not clear. it may be because of the forum, my dream, kenneth, friday, nelson, his mentality, or my insensitivity. This really kranked my day for we had a very good time together before this and all of the sudden he gave me this not really tolerable tantrum. Good thing is we both came up with our senses and made up the next day.. we said our sorries, and everything... the loving feeling back again!! hmmm sarap!

achtung, baby

guys.. i still got two more entires but its way too late. I need to take my sleep coz i still got work tomorrow.. its my first day in Dell so i dont like to mess it up.

dont worry, i will post it as soon as I can.. maybe tomorrow?

aight?! byei!! the best!

Sunday, May 14, 2006

Summer Get Away!



After our visit in la union, we went to Baguio and had our 2 days quality time.. hehehe


Grimace, at its best...
pakalat kalat sa SM baguio si grimace. nag papacute. hehehehe

sa burnham park, kasama ng mga puting bulaklak...


ito naman sa mga yellow flowers..

hehehe. laki ng smile.

parang iisa lang un ngiti ni mico dun sa isang pic?

green lights, we are trying to capture the beautiful effect

of the green light in the background but what weve got?

The bulb itself producing the lame green light...

(i think im redundant with the green light..)

weeeh! okay lang hapi pa rin!

ito pa, isang pasaway na pic,

dapat kita un mga boat jan .. pati un tubig..

eh madilim kaya kami lang inabot nung flash pati nung picture.

ito ung tinuluyan namin..

cozy jan. sarap manood ng UFC.

at mag groovy! hehehehe!



pauwi na kami..

sa fx, papuntang terminal kaya mejo serious..

pero ung preset na smile ko nanjan pa rin.. hehehe!


pahabol pa..

ito pala ung bording house na tinuluyan namin nung unang gabi..

kala mo sa pantry lang eh,,

hehe but in fairness the people here is accomodating..

wala nga lang costumer satisfaction.

i say:

korni ko mag narrate... pero ayus lang.. its all in the mind. wakekeke!


Naguillan babes...

April 2006
After we had our SSS sicknes benefit, we planned to go to la union and visit his clan and friends .. here are some pictures...

si ate joy, ako, nanay, axel and ang makulit na si jireh.



mico, rain, cherry, christian, jason, and andy. Sa jeep papunta sa plaza.. sa wakas makikita ko na un plaza!

i still got more but its not here in my mothers pc.. so maybe nest time, ill post it... peace out!