guys.... its official!

i will make this post simple but true....


yes its the 26th of the december.

words cannot express how i felt. its a mixed emotions. and by now im full of anticipation and of course im very much happy.... :)

thoughts of you, sweet raptured light.

To see you when I wake up is a gift I didn't think could be real. To know that you feel the same as I do is a three-fold, utopian dream. You do something to me that I can't explain. So would I be out of line if I said, I miss you. I see your picture, I smell your skin on the empty pillow next to mine. You have only been gone ten days, but already I'm wasting away. I know I'll see you again whether far or soon. But I need you to know that I care and I miss you.

mmm sarap!

somebody gave me this testi in my pinoyster account.. i never thought this could be real..


Di ko mapigilang ngumiti pag ika'y nakikita
Para kang isang regalong
nagbibigay saya
Nagtataka kung anong
hiwagang mayron ka
Sana ang nadarama ay di na lumipas pa.
Para bang namamasyal sa ulap
tuwing kasama ka
Pati mga problema ko'ybiglang limot ko na
Ang oras ay biglang natrapik
biglang humihinto
Sulit ang bawat minutong
ika'y naririto.

Kay sarap isipin na naryan kapag ako'y nalulumbay
Basta't kasama ka lahat ng bagay
ay puno ng kulay
Naririnig ang daloy ng tubig at ihip ng hangin
Sa piling mo'y naglalakbay ako
at nananaginip.

Ano bang meron ka at ako'y naakit mo?
Mapungay ang mata kapag ika'y kasama ko
Basta't kapiling ka ako ay ayos na

indecisive

im happy at the same time afraid.. theres a
lot of uncertainty in this world. And I just
really hope that Im in the right track of my
life...

i dont wanna be insecure for the thing i dont
know. but how can i be able to defend myself
when there come a time that I have to fight
with something that i also dont know? really
confusing.

what i am holding on to now is this joyous
feeling that i have inside... and this alone
makes me strong and knowing that he's there..
i know everythings gonna be alright.

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footnote: im also thankful and feel blessed that He gave
you to me.. just knowing that youre there, the
trials seems so easy and i feel as if i can
conquer evrything when im with you... just
stay the same...

Anticipated

Wha...? I am happy for you! I really am... Its about time... kelan kaya yung mga susunod na kwento? By that way, do not feel anxious when talking to me regarding this subject ok. ayus? ayus!

we've got a way... anyway..

oh well,, ive been inspired these past 2 weeks.. i dont know. Im still in a situation where im not sure where do I stand. However it makes me satisfied just to think how fate (if you can call it that way) turns my side of the story. hehe

i dont know what to write. I want to tell this to my best friend but im not sure how to open things up and how to justify the situation im in right now..

i just hope this will not turn out like the way it did when im "swept away" last time..

I know we share the same feelings... and we enjoy each other a lot. and its so damn complicated. and I dont want to blow this one...

thats it for now.;.